If You Think It, Say It

Disclosure:  This title only refers to positive, uplifting comments!  The phrase “If you don’t have anything good to say, say nothing” is also good advice.

Too many times I have missed an opportunity to give positive feedback, give a compliment, or a pat on the back and the worst part is that I thought of doing so, but kept my mouth shut.  I don’t know why this is so hard to do.  I am very good at verbalizing critical comments, when I should keep my mouth shut.  I certainly have not been accused of having the gift of encouragement, so maybe I just don’t have this gift.

This past week I was at a funeral of a high school classmate’s mom and sitting two rows behind me was my high school agriculture teacher.  In my high school I could take agriculture every year as an elective (this was common in communities where agriculture is the primary industry) and I did in fact take it every year.  As a freshman in high school, I was very interested in the “business side of agriculture” and that was about half the coursework in the agriculture classes, the other half being topics like building feed-bunks, fixing tractors, welding and repairing farm equipment (not so interested).   Our agriculture teacher realized my passion for the business side right away and really encouraged me to dig deeper and go beyond the curriculum he was teaching.  He also realized that I had some leadership potential and given that I was shy and reserved, nudged me to go out of my comfort zone in this area and take on leadership opportunities in Future Farmers of America (FFA).

I believe this teacher I am describing had the biggest positive impact on me of any teacher I had in Kindergarten through Graduate school and I told him so after the funeral last week.  I thought it and I actually said and I believe the experience was positive for both of us as we both had moist eyes.  If you see a teacher that was impactful in your life, tell them, it will be incredibly meaningful to both of you!



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Bookends of Gratefulness

This past week started by spending 12.5 hours with our nearly 5 month old grandson.  Even though my wife and I were bone-tired after playing with our grandson like crazy fools nearly every minute of that entire time, it was still hard to say goodbye at the end of the day.  Ten minutes later I was sleeping.  The next day I was lonesome for him all over again.

A lot has been said and written about becoming a grandparent and the general theme is true – you cannot really explain it, you just have to experience it.  Very grateful that we are close enough to pour into this grandchild every week and be an important part of his life.

At the end of the week, I was able to go downtown to see my son at his place of work and grab lunch with him.  His excitement, energy, confidence, competence, and maturity were all evident to me and it was the highlight of my day.  Tears of gratitude streamed down my face for most of my ride home that day.

These interactions with grandkids and adult kids are a good reminder that of all the things I can have going on in my intellectual engagement and giving back buckets that they are no replacement for the bookends of gratefulness I experienced in the past week.



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Speed of Life

This  morning I am struck by the speed of life.

Since the middle of April, I lost my Dad, gained a grandson,  gained another daughter (my son got married),  watched my daughter-in-law graduate from college and  get a job, my son graduate from college and  get a job, my daughter get promoted, my son-in=law graduate from grad school and get promoted, and my wife go back to college as part of her sabbatical.

Since the middle of April, I was declared cancer free (first appointment after 5 year mark is the official marker) and mentored my 100th cancer patient.

Since the middle of April, our dog turned 15 years old and became incontinent, lost his hearing and lost his desire for cheese, but gained a love of peanut butter.  He is now on anti-anxiety meds and so am I.

Since the middle of April I got a new job – watching my grandson on Monday’s (my wife is my tag team partner on this – I am early shift and she is late shift).  Because I am retired, I seem to find a way to see my grandson at least a couple of other times each week.  If not, I get too lonesome for him.  This is the best job I have had and probably ever will have.  Plus, we understand each other – this is an inside the family joke – even though he is not talking, I know what he is saying.

Grateful to be retired to be able to be all-in on this new stage of life and the increased speed.



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Father’s Day Thoughts

To the father’s, Happy Father’s Day!

I have mixed feelings about this Father’s Day.  On the one hand, this is my first Father’s Day as a Grandfather – and I love it!  Proverbs 17:6 says  “Grandchildren are the crown of the aged, and the glory of children is their fathers.”  I don’t know about the “aged” comment, but I like the reference of the crown!

On the other hand, this is my first Father’s Day without my Dad and I miss him.  It is really a gift beyond measure to have a Dad who loves you unconditionally, and is proud of you beyond what you deserve.  I kind of knew that when he was alive, but I understand it better now.  Yet, we have a Father in heaven who loves us unconditionally and gives us grace beyond what we deserve.  The Bible has 520 verses on father’s and some of these are instructions for earthly father’s, but a large number are about our Father in heaven and his relationship to us.  As an aside, there are only 68 verses on mothers, sorry ladies!

This weekend our grandson will be dedicated in church and I expect tears of joy to see him and his parents supported by family and the church family, not yet even 2 months old, and set forth on a path that will endure in the days, months, and years ahead.  What a great way to spend Father’s Day weekend!


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